The mint on the butter knife had already started to soften by the time Wayne cleared his throat over the eggs. I remember that part because I was the one who bought the butter at the Piggly Wiggly on Tuesday afternoon, the quarter-pound blocks wrapped in yellow paper that never quite stayed folded in the crisper drawer.
Wayne had grease under his thumbnails from tinkering with the lawnmower deck, a gray smudge that didn’t come off with the Pumice soap he kept by the utility sink in the basement. He didn’t look at Marlene when he passed the salt. He looked at the little grease smear on his own knuckle like it was the most interesting thing in God’s creation.
“We’ll talk about the truck on Friday,” he said.
He said it to his toast. Not to her.
Marlene didn’t look up from her crossword puzzle. She had the blue ink Bic pen, the medium point one that tended to glob up if you pressed too hard on the squares, and she was squinting at three down. A five-letter word for a garden pest.
“We’ll talk about whatever you want to talk about, Wayne,” she said. Her voice was just flat. Not mean, just the way she talked when the furnace repairman told her the inducer motor was going out and she already knew it before he finished opening his clipboard.
That was Tuesday. On Thursday evening the white SUV appeared in the lane behind their garage, tucked back far enough that you couldn’t see the paper dealer tag from the road unless you were looking past the hydrangea bushes.
I was out by the tomatoes with the green plastic twine, trying to tie up the heavy branches before the storm blew in from the river, when the gravel crunched.
Wayne didn’t use the garage door opener. He backed the thing out manually, his arm slung over the passenger seat the way men do when they want to look like they are twenty-five years old and don’t have three different kinds of knee drops on their nightstand.
The backup lights were those bright blue-white LEDs that hurt your eyes if you catch them just right in the mirror.
Marlene was standing on the back porch.
She had her gray house slippers on, the ones with the little fleece collars that were starting to pill around the toes where she caught them on the screen door latch every time she went out to empty the grounds into the compost bucket. She wasn’t holding anything except her small black purse by the short strap, the patent leather one she used for church and funerals and going down to the courthouse to pay the sewer bill.
The white SUV stopped six feet from the bottom step.
Wayne rolled down the window six inches. Just six. Not all the way down like a neighbor would when they were stopping to pass the time about the corn crop or the county commissioners. He kept his sunglasses on, those dark polarized ones with the yellow tint on the side lenses that the salesmen at the sporting goods store up in Creston tell men will help them see the trout through the riffles.
“That’s more your speed now,” he said.
He didn’t kill the engine. You could hear that little four-cylinder turbine hum underneath his voice, smooth and high and brand new, nothing like the lifter tick in the old Chevy that sounded like a sewing machine with a bent needle every time you started it cold on a January morning.
Then he reached across the console and tossed the heavy brass key through the half-open window.
It didn’t land in her hand. It hit the wooden deck boards with a flat, greasy clatter right between her left slipper and the galvanized watering can she used for the geraniums.
Sheila Price was sitting in the passenger seat.
I knew it was Sheila before she even turned her head because of the red windbreaker with the silver snaps down the front, the exact same one she wore behind the pharmacy counter when she was handing out the blood pressure refills and asking everybody if they wanted their receipts printed or sent to their phone. She had her seat pushed back three inches further than it should have been, her head tipped back against the headrest like she was resting for a portrait, and she had those huge brown plastic sunglasses on that made her face look like an owl.
“Marlene,” Sheila said. Her voice came out through the gap in the rubber weatherstripping, thin and flat like she was reading off an inventory sheet. “We left the title in the kitchen drawer.”
Wayne didn’t wait for Marlene to answer. He didn’t look at the porch again. He shifted that lease-purchase gear lever into reverse so fast the transmission gave a little dry cluck before the tires caught the loose gravel and sprayed gray shale three feet up against the side of the white Impala.
The Impala had one green fender.
Wayne had backed it into the corner of the machine shed back in October when the frost was heavy on the mirrors, and instead of taking it to Vern’s body shop over by the grain elevator, he bought a salvaged fender off a junked car behind a barn down near Diagonal and bolted it on himself with mismatched bolts he found in an old coffee can. It looked like an old dog with a patch of mange on its flank. It sat there by the bulkhead, dead silent, with two yellow autumn leaves stuck in the wiper trough where the rubber had peeled away from the arm three summers ago.
Marlene stood there for a long time after the dust settled.
The air smelled like hot oil and chicory from the fields across the blacktop where the boys had been discing under the corn stubble since sunrise. It was that dry, brown smell you only get in October when the ground is starting to turn hard and nobody has seen a decent rain since the county fair.
She reached down very slowly.
She didn’t bend her knees the way the physical therapist down at the medical center told her to do after her hip bursitis flared up in August. She just bent straight over at the waist, her skirt pulling tight across her back, and picked up the Chevy key by the brass ring.
She turned around and saw me standing by the tomato stakes with forty feet of green twine tangled around my left thumb.
“Gloria,” she called. Her voice didn’t shake at all. It sounded like she was asking me if I wanted to borrow a cup of lard for pie crust. “Can you come over a minute?”
I didn’t drop the twine. I walked over across the boundary line where the crabgrass gave way to her short-cut Kentucky bluegrass, stepping carefully over the old garden hose she never quite put away right.
The screen door gave that little high-pitched squeak it had made since the Eisenhower administration.
Her kitchen was just like it had been since the day Wayne’s daddy helped them pour the concrete slab for the back room. The linoleum was that pattern with the little gray diamonds that had worn down to the yellow backing right where she stood at the sink to peel potatoes. There was a pot of coffee on the burner, the blue enamel one with the chip on the spout, and two white mugs sitting on the laminate table by the window.
One mug had a crust of gray coffee at the bottom.
The other mug had a smear of bright pink grease on the rim. Not lipstick from the drugstore counter, either. That cheap, shiny stuff they sell in the little plastic tubes by the register at the hardware store, the kind that smells like bubble gum and stays on your teeth if you aren’t careful.
Marlene didn’t sit down right away. She walked to the counter, laid the Chevy key right beside the bread box on a piece of paper towel, and wiped her hands on the skirt of her blue house dress.
“He took the spare toolbox,” she said.
“Wayne?” I asked.
“The red one with the tin latch,” she said. “The one his uncle gave him when we moved into this place in sixty-eight. He thinks I won’t notice because it was always out in the lean-to behind the oil drums.”
She pulled out a chair. The metal legs scraped against the linoleum with a dry screech that made my teeth ache.
“Sit down, Gloria,” she said. “You got twenty minutes before your daughter calls from Des Moines about the furnace?”
“Fifteen,” I said, pulling out the chair across from her. The vinyl was cracked right on the corner where my right leg rested, and a little tuft of yellow foam was poking out like an old bird’s nest. “She usually rings about twelve-ten.”
Marlene didn’t look at me. She reached down and pulled a thick manila folder out from under the wire basket where she kept the coupons and the grocery circulars from the Fareway in Creston.
It wasn’t an old folder. The cardboard was that pale, raw cream color that hasn’t seen the back of a drawer long enough to turn yellow. The tab had a label printed on the Dymo machine with the white tape where the letters always look a little ragged around the edges.
VOSS, W. – VEHICLE REPLACEMENT.
She opened it with one finger, her thumb hooked into the corner like she was turning a page in a hymnal she’d sung out of for forty years.
Inside were four sheets of paper. Not handwritten notes either. Printouts from the computer at the bank where she used to work before her knees started acting up back when the interest rates were up around twelve percent and the farmers were chaining their tractors across the highway in front of the extension office.
“He didn’t buy that truck with his pension,” she said.
She laid a paper down on the table between us.
It was a credit union statement from the branch over in Greenfield. Not their joint account, either. The small one they kept for the property tax rebate and the timber sale from the north forty back when they sold the walnut trees to the fellow from Council Bluffs.
“Marlene,” I said, looking down at the numbers. The ink was so fresh I could smell the hot toner from the laser printer at the branch office. “That says twelve thousand dollars.”
“Fourteen,” she corrected. Her finger tapped the corner of the line where the balance had been drawn down in two chunks on Monday and Wednesday. “He took the timber money we were supposed to use for the roof repair next spring. And he didn’t ask me.”
“Did he sign your name?”
She looked up then. Her eyes weren’t red. They weren’t watery the way old people’s eyes get when the wind hits them coming across the flat ground. They were just small and clear and very sharp, the way they used to look when she was sitting across the desk from some fellow trying to get a second mortgage on three quarters of bottomland with a rusted-out combine as collateral.
“Wayne don’t know how to spell my maiden name with the extra ‘t’,” she said. Her mouth didn’t move much when she said it. “He always forgets the second one. He put it on the application anyway.”
“What application?”
She reached into the folder again and pulled out a yellow sheet with the red logo of Kline Motors across the top in bold letters that looked like they’d been stamped with a rubber roller.
“They had a man come out to the farm on Monday while I was down at the church helping the ladies get the soup kettle ready for the harvest supper,” she said. “A young fellow with one of those little clipboards they use at the fairground. Wayne told him I was in the house with my hip acting up and signed my name on the bottom line with a ballpoint pen he brought out of his own shirt pocket.”
“That’s forgery, Marlene,” I said. My hand felt cold against the edge of the laminate table.
“That’s stupidity,” she corrected. “There’s a difference. Forgery takes some planning. Wayne just thought because he’d been signing my name on the Christmas cards since the Johnson administration that nobody at the bank would look twice at a woman who wears three-dollar cotton socks from the Dollar General.”
She reached out and picked up the white coffee mug with the pink grease on the rim. She didn’t drink out of it. She just turned it around in her fingers until the handle faced away from her, the way you do when you’re setting an old cup back in the cupboard to be washed later.
“You know what else he did?” she asked.
“What?”
“He told the boy at the dealership that the old Impala was part of the trade-in allowance.”
“The Chevy?” I said, looking out the kitchen window toward the gravel lane where the weeds grew up through the middle of the tire tracks. “That thing won’t even pass the safety check down at the station. The floorboard on the driver’s side has a hole big enough to drop a mason jar through.”
“Oh, he didn’t trade it,” Marlene said, and for the first time her mouth twitched into something that looked almost like she was about to spit on the floor. “He left it here because he thought I wouldn’t have any way to get down to the Co-op to buy my winter heating oil before the price went up on Monday.”
She stood up.
Her knees made that little double-click sound that people who worked thirty years on concrete floors get before they’re sixty. She walked over to the landline phone on the wall by the calendar with the pictures of the draft horses, the one where Wayne had written down the number for the vet and the elevator in his big, blocky letters with the blue grease pencil.
She didn’t use her cell phone. She didn’t even have the flip phone her nephew bought her for Christmas two years ago turned on; it was sitting in the bottom of her sewing basket under three spools of gray thread and a packet of darning needles.
She picked up the receiver and dialed nine numbers without looking at the little slip of paper she had tucked under the edge of the phone base.
“Paul Decker?” she said when the voice answered on the other end. Her voice dropped down into that low, level register she used when she was telling some young loan officer that his figures on a tractor lien were off by three hundred dollars. “Paul, this is Marlene Voss. Out on Route 4. I need to talk to you about that white SUV your boy brought out here on Monday with my name on the bottom of the yellow sheet.”
There was a silence on the line. Not a long one. Just long enough for the fellow on the other end to stop whatever he was doing with his pencil or his coffee cup.
“Mrs. Voss,” the man said. The phone was loud enough that I could hear the little tinny echo of his voice bouncing off the metal toaster on the counter. “Wayne said you were out in the garden and agreed to the trade-in terms.”
“Wayne doesn’t know the difference between a prime rate and a pile of sheep manure,” Marlene said into the black plastic mouthpiece. “And if you let him drive that vehicle off your lot with my signature on the title without my driver’s license number written in the margin the way the state examiner requires, you’re going to have the state banking commissioner sitting in your little glass office by Tuesday morning drinking your bad coffee and asking why you’re carrying fraudulent paper on your books.”
She didn’t wait for him to talk back.
“Now,” she said, her voice dropping another half an octave until it sounded like gravel being kicked down a chute. “You tell me where that white thing is right now, or I’m going to call the sheriff and tell him about the note Wayne signed with my name on the back of the title for the combine he sold last November.”
She listened for about twenty seconds.
I sat there watching the little brown spider crawling across the corner of the oilcloth table runner, wondering if I ought to get up and go home before my daughter called about the furnace or the plumber or whatever else was broken in the basement of my house down the road.
Marlene didn’t move a muscle. Her thumb was hooked into the strap of her apron, and her eyes were fixed on the small brass calendar hanging by the pantry door where she had crossed out every day since her husband retired with a small red ‘X’ using a felt-tip pen.
“Bring it back,” she said.
That was all.
“Bring it back by four o’clock, Paul, or I’ll have the county marshal out at your house while you’re eating your Sunday roast telling your wife why the dealership’s credit line has been suspended by the state.”
She didn’t slam the phone down. She set it back on the cradle with that slow, careful click people use when they’re hanging up on someone who isn’t worth the noise of a real slam.
She turned around and looked at me.
The kitchen was very quiet. The refrigerator gave that little hum it always gave right before the compressor kicked in, a low, heavy rattle that shook the wall behind the calendar.
“He thinks I’m old,” she said.
“Marlene,” I said, my hand still resting on the cracked yellow vinyl of the chair. “What are you going to do with the truck?”
“I’m not doing anything with it,” she said. She walked over to the bread box, picked up the heavy brass key to the old Chevy, and dropped it into the pocket of her blue house dress where it made a dull, heavy thud against her hip. “Paul Decker is going to send two of his boys out here in that white thing by four o’clock to pick up their paperwork and leave the keys on the back step.”
“And Wayne?”
She walked to the window and looked out past the hydrangea bushes toward the blacktop where the state road went down toward the river. You couldn’t see anything except the dust from a tractor turning into the south forty three miles away.
“Wayne can drive that red pickup his brother left him when he died,” she said. “The one with the bad transmission and the rusted-out floorboards where the mice got into the seat cushion.”
She turned around and looked at the two white mugs on the table.
She reached out, picked up the one with the pink grease on the rim by the very edge of the handle, and walked over to the sink. She didn’t run the hot water. She just dropped it into the gray plastic dishpan among the dirty spoons from the oatmeal pot, right on top of the grease and the coffee grounds from breakfast, where it sat half-submerged in the gray water until the bubbles covered the rim.
“Gloria,” she said, her back to me as she turned the faucet until the water ran clear and cold from the iron pipe. “If you see him come back down this lane before five o’clock, you tell him I’ve still got the key to the machine shed and the padlock hasn’t been changed since the winter of ninety-two.”